Gastric Laparoscopic Stomach Sleeve

Gastric Laparoscopic Stomach Sleeve

Today is surgery day. I had some emotions at the thought of leaving my partner and going it alone to the hospital. Of course, I had to be brave! After an almost tearful goodbye, the driver and I set off for Luton. The driver was good fun and we chatted about anything and everything in the way you do when you have too. Once there, the driver kindly took my stuff and handed me over into the reception. I had to have my temperature taken for covid precautions and put on a medical grade mask. I was soon ushered into the pre op area to wait for the surgeon and anesthetist to go over several documents and explain the format. Once there I recognised  someone I had friended on social media and then the other lady came in whom I had met during the pre op day.

There were only the three of us on the preop ward and I have to say, in our pre surgery nerves we had quite a giggle in the way you can only giggle when you are nervous. We were suddenly down to two on the ward and the surgeon came to see me. He was SO reassuring in every way. We talked abouthe gastic sleeve and my liver as I wanted him to check if I had fatty liver disease or any problems from drinking in my younger years. Basically, he was pleased I was fit and well and said the surgery would really help to lower my BMI into the healthy weight range.The anesthetist then came to have a chat about the procedure and she weighed me (eek!). I’m assuming to get the correct anesthetic dosage.

I suddenly had this strange sensation of being utterly calm. I was helped into my gown (the backless ones which you flash off your knickers as you walk!) and surgical stockings. (almost a full body workout getting those things on!)

PreOp Covid and Blood Test

PreOp Covid and Blood Test

It’s the 8th July and today is preOp test day. Up to now I have had second thoughts regarding the surgery (but not able to pull out as I’ve paid for it) and I’ve been really anxious. However, this morning I woke feeling extraordinarily relaxed and chilled about the PreOp, wanting it over.

We took the road to Luton which is not the best drive from Norwich. We arrived at the hospital and waited close by until it was time for my appointment. I had survived the whole journey without a toilet break and was pleased to find a toilet in the reception area. After a little bit of navigation I found the Cobham clinic. Everyone from the receptionist to the nurse was absolutely lovely and I felt immediately at ease. I also started chatting with another lady who was having a band revision to a sleeve. She was good fun and it was such a comfort to know she was going to be in at the same time as me.

There was quite a few tests in the Pre Op. The first one was a urine test! Quite funny as I had just been to the toilet! I then had an ECG, blood pressure, pulse and oxygen test. Next was a vast amount of blood taken for for various health tests. Finally the dreaded Covid and MRSA test. The covid test was the worst – it felt like my brain and eyes had been scraped from the inside! I also got weighed and had my height recorded (eek!).

It was a long journey just for the preop but I was so pleased I visited the hospital before the surgery and made a friend. It really helped settle the nerves and can you believe it – I was looking forward to having the surgery!

 

Turkey Burgers and Toffee LRD Day 8

Turkey Burger LRD Day 8
OK, today is a MUCH better day. My head is in the right place and I’m feeling really positive being 7 pounds down since last Sunday on the LRD  and 1 stone 1 pound down since Christmas (my new all time high) I’ve made some new social media friends going through the same surgery (such a help and support) and they are feeling the same which is comforting in a way. Those who have already lost following surgery are very encouraging with their life changing stories. I’ve had two new food discoveries today. My protein flavdrops – toffee flavour. Zero fat, zero calories. O.M.G. It transformed my 0% Greek Yogurt this morning with only 2 drops. More flavours are on the way (and I love Natural Greek Yogurt). I had this with Raspberries and Strawberries. Delicious!! My partner also added the drops to his coffee.  

Turkey Burgers to die for

The  other food discovery was a new recipe which was adapted to fit in with the LRD. I need to be honest here because I have moved my protein from lunch to dinner to enable me to have a double protein portion…. I’m hoping that I can get away with this as my daily totals still add up. The recipe was a turkey burger with courgette and feta (hence the extra protein). I’ve worked out that to get 75g of cooked white meat I need to add 25% weight to the raw weight. This meant my packet of 375g raw turkey breast was great for 4 burgers. I chucked the meat into my mini food chopper and whizzed. I then finely chopped red onion, courgette, garlic and added this to the bowl with some salt and pepper. Once mixed, I re-weighed the ingredients and divided by four to get the correct portion. We cooked and then served with green leaves and 30g (dried weight) of cous cous. The burger was absolutely delicious.  

The Weights coming off LRD Day 7

LRD Day 07 Dinner

The Weights coming off!

Its Day 7 of the LRD (liver reduction diet) and I’ve lost 6 pounds. To be honest, I didn’t think I would loose that much in a week. I have 6 days until my gastric surgery.

How am I feeling?

Right now, I am petrified!! And I don’t know why. All my adult life I have been in the obese weight range and this is such a good opportunity to actually get into the healthy weight range. But I’m missing food and its comforts and joy. I’m totally scared of going alone to surgery due to Covid-19. I’m scared of any problems after and also the pain.

I’ve not told many people yet – just my sister, 3 of my boys, my personal trainer and my daughter-in-law. I don’t know why but I almost feel ashamed of myself resorting to such drastic measures just to loose 5 stone. I can argue my case though. In all my adult life I have only been out of obesity once. I regularly go up and down by 2 stone. I just cannot maintain or get below that elusive BMI of 30. So surgery it is!

I’ve been asking myself if I would pull out if I could and right now I honestly don’t know. I’m almost relieved that I have paid upfront as the thought of wasting £10k keeps me going!!